Sunday, July 22, 2007

THIS IS A TEST


If this works out I will have to get lots of pictures of my family. This is my granddaughter to the left and her cousin to the right, Gina & Desiree

Thursday, July 19, 2007

TAMMY FAYE BAKER

Saw a clip of Tammy Faye Baker (Messner) last night on the Larry King Live show and the poor thing is dying of cancer and looks horrible. I feel so bad for her. This once vibrant woman has wasted away to nothing (65 lbs) and looks it. It's a shock to see death in her face. But the miraculous thing is her Spirit is still strong. Her love for the Lord and her witness to Him is what matters. She is my sister in the Lord and I'm praying for her. Yes, she knows where she is going when she leaves this earth and that is her hope, that's what keeps her strong in her physical weakness. Her dying brings God glory.

"For we know that in the tent, which is our earthly home, is destroyed, we have a building from God, a house not made with hands, eternal in the heavens. For in this tent, we groan, longing to put on our heavenly dwelling, if indeed by putting it on we may not be found naked. For while we are still in this tent, we groan, being burdened--not that we would be unclothed, but that we would be further clothed, so that what is mortal may be swallowed up by life. He who has prepared for us this very thing is God, who has given us the Spirit as a guarantee.
So we are always of good courage...." 2 Corinthians 5:1-6a

MURPHY'S LAW OR GOD'S TESTING

Why does it always happen that when I need my Canon copy machine to work, for a heavy print load, it doesn't! Mr. Murphy always puts his law into action during Easter week, Christmas week and today. I'm talking about trying to print church bulletins during a heavy print week and having the machine not cooperate. My machine is out of order due to constant jams!! For a secretary going on vacation and needing to have the next two Sunday bulletins done by tomorrow this is horrible!! I must calm myself down. .........deep breath......breath out.....

I did put my call into the service dept but when they'll come out who knows. When my machine is down it seems like all Long Beach copy machines are down!

What I've described above always happens during Holy Week before Easter as I have to do Maundy Thursday, Good Friday (noon & evening service, both different). and Easter Sunday double the number.

At Christmas Christmas Eve (morning & night) and Christmas day and Sunday if its before or after.

I shouldn't be surprised, it happens all the time, and I'm not making this up!! I should be aware of the schemes of the enemy to get me miffed and anxious or maybe God is teaching me about patience. Trusing in him to get things in order, to make it right. Every year when I go through this same scene it always works out. I have never had to go to Kinko's to have them do the job. It's always worked out fine. And it will today too. I still have tomorrow and worse case scenerio I'll have to come in Saturday and finish, BUT it will get done.

So with that off my chest, I will thank God for His presence, His peace and laugh with Him as we wave Mr. Murphy good-bye. No sad faces here and anxiety. The Master of the Universe is my spiritual repairman.

"The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want,
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
He leads me beside quiet waters,
He restores my soul." Ps. 23:1-3a

Friday, June 15, 2007

WHAT AM I DOING UP SO EARLY!

What gives? I keep waking up at the wee hours of the morning? Insomnia? It's been happening within the last couple of weeks. What's going on in my brain? What am I doing blogging at this hour of the morning? Nothing like a bright screen to keep me alert. I think I'll turn off the light and go count sheep, or pray, or think, or toss and turn.

SOPRANOS, PARIS HILTON AND THE AMERICAN IDOL

Yes, I pay allegiance to the american idol daily. This idol has stolen my heart and takes so much of my time. Please, no one disturb me when I am "worshiping." My idol is TV.

How many times have I professed, "No more!" and how many times has that thing called me back. TV is not bad but when it becomes more important to me than being in God's Word, it is a sin.

Yesterday evening I was deliberate in not watching TV, though I did want to watch The Office but had to go out during that time. What did I do with my time? I did Bible study. And it was great! I could feel my brain starting to function again and ask questions about what I was reading in the Word to cause me to do some cross-referencing and word-study. Colossians 3:18 is a big one. What does it really mean to submit to one's husband? This verse is a hot-one in Bible studies, and my small group will be discussing it this coming Tuesday. It means what it says, wives submit. I think we often stop at verse 18 and forget to look at verse 19 where husbands are to love their wives and not be harsh with them. They go together. I have to look at Col. 3:14 which says "put on love which binds everything together in perfect harmony." A loving husband enables a wife to submit, come under, her husbands authority, head of the family position, more willingly. And if he's not loving? Hmmmm, I haven't got that far yet.

If I was watching TV all night I wouldn't have had this stimulating study.

I resolve today not to watch TV. Just for today. One day at a time.

Welcome into my heart Lord Jesus. I've been away too long. Renew me today by the power of your Word. Your Word is Life.

Saturday, May 26, 2007

MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND

Loving this weekend. Nothing planned. All free time.

Kids coming over tomorrow for a BBQ. Everyone bringing something and then we'll eat. Timothy and Larissa spending the night so that is a treat. Can't wait til Gina is old enough to stay too.

Can't forget why I have this fabulous weekend. War!

Living with a Vietnam vet makes the day even more meaningful. I know my vet thinks about his fallen friends and I know he still misses them. It's just in the last few years that he has opened up more about his fellow soldiers.

He visits the website for Vets and looks for familiar names.

His memories still play actively in his mind but have subsided some, since he's become a Christian. God has healed him of the daily stressful remembrances.

Triggers that can be big for him but have no meaning for us are: helicopters hovering overhead, loud planes above our house, trash bags left by CalTrans along the high way, the 4th of July fireworks make him nervous, loud backfire from a car if close enough can make him flinch. Never get close to his face and wake him up when he is sleeping. One may get a fist in the face.

This Memorial Day I will treat him special. I will thank him for his military service and how proud I am of him. I will ask him a question or two and maybe he'll tell me a story or change the subject. Whatever is easy for him.

God bless my Vet and God bless this good country.

MITZI

Monday, May 14, 2007

SHOPPING WITH MOM

Took the day off from work today and played hookey with Mom. My mom is amazing. She is in almost perfect health, independent, and very generous. She is always talking about not wanting to be a burden to any of her children when she gets older. She is preparing for her death by giving us things around her house that she thinks we may want. She always says "why wait til I'm dead, take it now." So my brother and sister, as well as myself, have some things from her that mean something to us.

Today again, we talked about her living with one of her children and she not wanting to invade our privacy and being a burden. It wasn't a serious talk but lively and we laughted alot about it.

I guess the point of this story is: When we were in the 99 cent store I found myself "running" after her as she did her shopping! She is in better health than I am and I'm almost positive that she will outlive me! It's funny when she talks about dying and not being a burden but I see it the other way around. I'll probably be the one to be a burden and go before her. I can see her taking care of me!! It was a pleasure being with her today. She indeed is one of a kind. I love Mom.